Showing posts with label In Love. Show all posts
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I Was There (Or, David Byrne, Smashing Pumpkins, and the Obama Rally)

I am a huge fan of the Talking Heads and basically anything that David Byrne has ever touched. The only other person who I have ever known personally that loves him more than I do is my handsome gentleman friend, Andy. When I discovered months ago that David Byrne was coming to Cleveland, I barely ate for a week in order to purchase the best seats that were available for Andy's birthday in October. Of course, since the show itself was about a week after Andy's birthday we celebrated with home made tacos and a viewing of "Dr. Strangleove" which was exactly how he wished to spend his special day. We counted down the days until we got to see Mr. Byrne and couldn't have been more enamored with him once we were actually there. He was incredible. You could feel his voice permeating your flesh and running through your veins. I assumed that this is what people who believe in god must feel like when they are in church. It was so warm, spiritual, and positive. We bought a copy of Byrne's most recent book of prose, The New Sins, which is further displaying the talent and incredible artistry that this man possesses. We managed to get so close to the stage that we could see how immaculately clean David Byrne's white sneakers were and that he more likely than not smelled the whiskey on our breath. I couldn't believe that I was there.
Fast forward a little more than a week to this past Saturday, November 1st. Andy had bought me tickets to see a band from my childhood that I had never seen. I still can't believe that I saw Smashing Pumpkins for the first time in 2008. Billy Corgan was as cocky and adorable as ever and ever so slightly weirder. I couldn't believe that I was there. If you'd have told me that this experience would fall far behind any other in the same weekend I'd have surely given you a wedgie. I would have said proudly that nothing could possibly top hearing "They Only Come Out at Night" on kazoos, especially in the same weekend.
The very next morning, we woke up after thinking we had slept in but actually woke up at a decent hour considering the time change. We suited up and went for brunch at the Happy Dog before we rode our bikes downtown to attend the Barack Obama rally a mere two days before the election. We waited in line for nearly four hours and then waited some more inside the rally's gates for Bruce Springsteen to perform a short acoustic set before introducing who I hope for the sake of the world is America's next first family.
I don't fancy myself a Springsteen fan but have always appreciated what he stands for and the fact that he has always done so consistently. I was impressed by his set musically and concerning the inspiring things he had to say. When Senator Obama took the stage the crowd let out a roar unlike one I have ever heard. In all directions, all you could see was people. The faces on these people were happy and hopeful. Obama was intelligent, articulate, hilarious, and warm. I wondered how anyone who has been paying even the slightest bit of attention to this election could possibly vote for anyone but him. I don't necessarily agree with everything he has to say about the state of this country and our place in the world, but anyone who does not realize the need for a drastic change in how this country that we live in has I have never felt anything like being at this rally, surrounded by these people. I saw the first black president speak two days before he was elected. I was there. We were there. Andy and I will tell our children and grandchildren the jokes that Barack Obama told on stage that night and of how important he has already at this point been to the world. I am so proud to be alive and able to experience this most important election in the history of the world. I was so elated to have been able to share this most amazing experience with the most important person in my world, Andy. I will be holding my breath until every last vote is counted. I can only hope that every person who was there will wait in line to vote for Obama and make history for as long as they did to hear him speak and witness history in the making.
Don't forget to vote! Don't think we have this one in the bag or that your voice isn't heard. Proud and driven people have died throughout history so that more than half of our population could have a choice. Let's make them proud. Vote not only in gratitude for our history, but for the hope of our future. Let's show the world how far we have come!

When it rains it pours....

  • Andy was mugged and had his beautiful brand new bike violently taken from him. That's right. Someone beat up the happy guy who was riding his bike around town on a beautiful sunny day because that's what he likes to do on beautiful sunny days. I called all over the city to find an exact replica of said bike and bought the last one in the city for him to do the only thing I really could do to make this situation better (of course included with his replacement bike were unlimited hugs and smooches).

  • Andy is involved in a 5 car pileup on the highway. He was the meat in the middle and his car is totalled. He is alive (thank god) but in pain and in need of physical therepy. We are broke monkeys and he is stressing about how to get a new car. I assure him that we will make it through this. We can live as a one car family until we can save up enough cash to get him his very own. We do just fine with one car. We both get to work, he gets to his physical therepy appointments Until...

  • I went to pick Andy up from work for his physical therepy appointment. I arrive a little early so I turned off my car to wait for him. When he hopped in I started the car and immediately my engine light started flashing and white smoke started billowing out of the exhaust. I blew a goddamn headgasket. We made it to the mechanic who informed me that it would be a $2,108.78 repair. We mad the decision to go ahead with it because the car only has 64,000 miles on it and is in otherwise perfect condition. The bluebook value is $8,000.00

  • I thought that I should drop my summer classes in order to work more. I wasn't able to drop the classes without paying full price for them. So, I stayed in school unsure of how I was to get to work.

  • My dad brought me up his "Shaggin' Wagon" to borrow until I could get my car back. This beast of a van is a 1986 Chevy conversion van. It is absurd. I need to take photos of it. Words could never do it justice. So here I am... the enviornmentalist driving around an oil burning, gas guzzling monster. I hate myself for it. I've ONLY been driving it to school and back or to the grocery store if I can't fit what I need in the baskets of my bike.

  • I find this gorgeous dog in my backyard who has tags. I make all of the neccesary phone calls and find that the phone number that he is registered to is disconnected and no one lives at the house he registered to. I walk him around the nighborhood for HOURS to see if anyone knows where he lives. Finally a nice man that owns a little machine shop at the end of my street says that he's seen the dog around and has been trying to get ahold of the dog for days to feed him and put up a sign. I can't keep the dog because he seems a little too interested in cats. Not like he wants to kill them, but like he thinks that they are toys to be tossed around like rag dolls. I have a cat and a skunk. The nice man agreed to keep him until we could locate his owner or find him a forever home. I agree to help care for him. Walk him, buy food, hang out with him (I was actually quite in love with this dog and super excited to be able to help him). I spent all of my spare time for DAYS either with this dog, or working to find his owner/a new home for him. I really enjoy helping helpless creatures. I fell head over heels in love with this dog and I thought he fell in love with me too. He was all over me. Kissing my face, being a doll. Anytime I was with him he needed to be physically touching me. I hated leaving him, but had two potential new homes for him and was really excited about it.

  • I get my car back yesterday. I stopped to make a payment (of $900 still owing $400). The mechanic allows me to take my car trusting that I will pay him next payday. I'm thinking that my luck must be changing. Finally.

  • I drive my freshly repaired car to the store and buy a bag of food and a rawhide for the rescued dog. I stop by to deliver the goods and play with the dog for a little bit. I give him his bone and he licked it, then licked my face. So cute. I poured him a bowl full of food and waited until he was finished eating and away from his dish to go hang out with him. No warning, no growling, no mowhawk..... the dog attacked me. And I don't mean that he bit me playfully not realizing his own strength.... the dog mauled me. I can't recall what exactly happened but I think that the woman who ran to my aid must have startled him off of me. I was in such shock.... I kept feeling my face and throat thinking that he had got me there. Fortunately, he only got my arm. Unfortunately, he got it really bad. He had me by the arm and shook ME around like I was a little rag doll. There was fat hanging out of holes in my arm and I didn't stop bleeding for HOURS after the attack. We spent all night in the emergency room. It was so bad that they had to x-ray me for fear that he had pierced the bone. They prescribed me $150.00 antibiotics on the same day that I payed rent and gave my mechanic $900. I can't work for at least a week and when I go back I have to limit the use of my right arm. I'm a right handed fucking bartender. This should be fun.

  • I cried like a baby at the Pharmacy when they told me how much my prescription would cost and they gave me a deal, knocking it half off. It was still a punch in the face but not as hard. Maybe NOW my luck will start to change. I guess I shouldn't say that though..... my house will probably burn down.

Bad Blog Mom

I have been severely neglecting my blog. Rightfully so, I do believe.

I have have been the busiest of bees ever since I started school two weeks ago. I most certainly did NOT realize that the summer quarter was accelerated. I am only taking two classes and my head is constantly spinning. I'm trying to take care of my house, nurture my relationship, work, spend time with my precious animals, eat, study, do mountains of homework, and still find a moment here and there to have fun. As much as I'm struggling with it, I think I'm close to getting into the groove. It's nice to have something to do and I'm learning a lot. If I can make it through this... I can make it through anything. I have one more payment to make and god knows how much money worth of photography supplies to purchase before my student loans go through. Ugh. Hopefully I don't go broke. I think that with my summer installment of loans that I will get some new glasses and a lovely yellow laptop.

Veronica joined me for my evening with the Architects and it was incredible. I love those boys with all of my heart and more. What great friends and handsome devils they are! I drank like I was 21 years old that night and felt it for 2 days after. I am getting so old and boring. (See below)





My tattoo artist who is also one of my childhood best friends blew me off again for my octopus tattoo so my arms are still blank canvases. I guess that's what happens when you aren't a paying customer. You get pushed aside. Understandable, though frustrating. I've told her that I'll pay her. I don't expect free tattoos. She refuses to take my money and those god damned paying customers keep stealing my appointments.

I also went to see one my favorite bands of all time, The Breeders, last week. A-freaking-mazing. I can't believe how awesome they were. I was actually heartbroken when they finished. Once again I drank like a champ and felt like a loser the next day. When your friends are bartending... you have no choice. The shots are enormous and plentiful. I should have puked. I fought tooth and nail to stay awake during my 5 hour lecture class the next day. Awful, awful, awful. No more shows on school nights for sure. Below is a crappy video I took while at the show...






I've been obsessed with a few things lately....
  1. My balcony: I want a tropical paradise on my balcony. Sadly, I have the blackest of black thumbs. I've been comprising a list of plants that are hard to kill (I'm so guilty of homicide of the horticultural degree) to try to create this paradise. I want more seating in order to make my balcony "the place to be" this summer. It's such a happy place.
  2. Plants in general: I want to redeem myself for all of the plants I have murdered. I want beautiful plants and have been studying my ass off in order to take a break from school studying. I found this amazing website for tropical plants and can't freaking WAIT to order from them. I'm hoping that the explicit care instructions may help me succeed as a plant parent.
  3. Taking better care of myself: I am desperate to quit smoking. I have already cut down on my drinking so much that 1 glass of wine makes me all warm and fuzzy (as opposed to a bottle or more). I ordered some workout videos, a yoga video, a balance ball, resistance bands, and some hand weights. I solicited all the best advice from my health guru friend, Meagan, that she could give me about a healthier diet. I want to ride my bike everywhere I can. Sadly, I won't be riding it to school because I am not interested in riding my bike through the projects I would need to go through to get there. But I want to ride my bike to work every day. Starting today. She's so beautiful.... I need to show her off a little more anyway. Here she is being admired by my lovely boy...

  1. My home: I love it so much. I have so much I want to do. As a renter my options are limited, but there's still a lot. I want new furniture. I have a vision of my entire house exactly as I want it. New furniture, plants, better organization. Unfortunately the only feasible option until I get my student loans is the organization. I've been working my tail off on that so when I actually have money that I'm ready to go.
  2. Taking better care of the earth: God, I've become such a hippy. How un-punk-rock of me. Though, my punk as fuck days are long over. I did OK on my own. Then I've learned so much from Andy since he's been around. Together we are better than either on of us ever was individually. However, we can always do more. Everything we do is now simply a part of our life and routine. We don't even have to think about it anymore. I think it's time to challenge ourselves with some more ways to lessen our impact and be greener. I've got a list and will of course speak of our progress.
Now I have to go wash my white girl afro and get ready to ride my bike to work so that I can make the money to turn my house into a tropical paradise :) I promise to write again soon! I will update this post with photos later today.

It's all coming together now.

Everything seems to be falling in place.

Originally I planned to start school in the fall to begin taking my prerequisites for the nursing program. Once I had finished doing all of the things I needed to do (change identity, FAFSA, student loan application, scholarship application, orientations, guidance counselor appointments, student ID, transcripts from high school,), I decided to go ahead and register for some summer classes as to not lose steam.

At first for the summer I was registered for Intro to Black and White Photography and Intro to Humanities. I have since decided to drop the humanities course and get the first of my psychology requirement out of the way. Now I am trying to drop that and pick up a Tropical Biology course that ends with a field study trip in Costa Rica. We'll see though. The curriculum guide says that I need to have either completed or be taking a concurrent science class in order to be eligible. They are trying to fill the class so it doesn't get cancelled so I'm working with the instructors trying to get by that pesky little rule. Don't get me wrong, I'd LOVE to take the concurrent science course, there just aren't any available that fit in with the rest of my summer schedule. We'll see how it goes. The course has been offered for the last 7 years so I'll get my chance eventually!

I've purchased my photography book and am just waiting for the word to see whether I should purchase a Psych book, or a Tropical Biology book. This weekend I plan to buy a book bag, binder, pens, and all of the other supplies I will need to start school. I can't believe how excited I am.

I've registered for my summer and fall courses at the Metro campus here in Cleveland due to the short distance from my home and work. Now that I have visited the campus a number of times and researched all of the campuses, I have decided to move to the Western campus in the Spring. There are 2 reasons for this First of all, there are just more options as far as classes go. Metro doesn't offer any unique courses that I'm interested in. There is so much more variety as the Western Campus. Secondly, it is SO GHETTO at the Metro campus. It's surrounded by projects and in a very high crime area. So, I'll take my basic prerequisites at Metro and move once I have time for the cooler classes. I just have to try not to get too ambitious and be sure that I can transfer whatever credits I have toward my BSN and Masters. Someday I'll be a school nurse.

Work has gotten better as well. My schedule is all worked out (for now) and I'm enjoying my weeks. I have plenty of alone time, plenty of time with Andy, and am working plenty. I'll be sacrificing the alone time once school starts, but that's OK.

Home is great, as always. I love having a place that is HOME and not just where I keep my stuff and sleep. It's been so long since I've felt this way. I now believe a happy home life is the catalyst for all other things good in life. Ever since Andy and I have been together and especially living together, everything else just seems to be falling into place so easily. He truly is my muse and good luck charm.

I finally finished the scarf I've been working on since December and started the hat to match. This will be the last "tiny needles" knitting project I'll even begin for a very long time.

I should have known it wouldn't be easy...

I sent in my FAFSA forms for financial aid so that I can get my student loans. I couldn't believe how easy it was. I checked back on my status and it seems that because of my divorce, and how lazy I have been about changing everything back to my maiden name, there was some confusion. Though my I.D., paychecks, credit card, and bank account still all have my married name on them... I am legally known by my maiden name. Ugh.

So I will be spending this lovely sunny day driving around the greater Cleveland area to get a new driver's licence, to the bank to have my name changed on my accounts and order new checks/bank card, to the school I will be attending to have everything there changed, and back home to call FAFSA and straighten everything out.

I guess getting free money from the government isn't as easy as I had hoped. This all has to be taken care of by June 1st. I'll just die if this doesn't happen.

I hate my new schedule at work. HATE IT. I was the lunchtime bartender Monday through Friday since about last October. I would stay through happy hour on Mondays, Tuesdays, and some Fridays. Some weeks were great. Others I didn't make enough to live on. I begged the management to help me come up with a way that we could make this job one that not only myself, but someone else would want to have. No one would help me so I went back to waiting tables at night Tues., Weds., and Thurs. while keeping my lunch/happy hour bar shifts Monday and Friday. I HATE it. Even though now I am making the kind of money one would expect working for an Iron Chef at the City's best restaurant.

I miss my boyfriend more than words can express. When I get home from work he is struggling to stay awake just to say hello and give me a kiss goodnight :( I miss our daily dose of jeopardy. I miss getting up, going to work, and having the rest of the day to do whatever. Not having to cram the things I have to do in before I go to work. I hate having the dark cloud of work looming over me all damn day. I like to get the bullshit over with and THEN enjoy myself, not the other way around. It's taking some serious getting used to.

I suppose it is best to get used to this schedule now as opposed to starting school and just altering everything.

On a lighter note, I got ready to go to work yesterday, picked up my carpool buddy, found some super sweet parking (which means I didn't have to pay $10 to valet for work), went on to work and ate some delicious shift meal before realizing that I was off for the day! I think that being under the impression that I was on the schedule and then getting to dance out of that dreadful place made me appreciate my night off with Andy even more than I typically would have (which is ALOT). I made some delicious dinner (not delicious enough to post a recipe). I watched some much needed jeopardy with my wonderful fella and my best friend, Travis. I went to bed early after a glass of wine and some serious awesome alone time with my man. It was perfect.

Off to the shower I go, to get ready for my day of cramming my identity change in before 3:30pm. Wish me luck!

Funny Little Things

I love the strange little notes that I find around the house that Andy has left for himself. He's such a quirky, funny, wonderful man.

Today's reads:

  • Stephanie Barrow Christmas Day
  • Now and Forever Danielle Steele
  • Clip the dog's toenails
  • Get Larry Flynt's address
  • Charles Barkley

Hillarious. God, I love him. I also recently found a list titled, "Celebrities I'd like to take a swing at". It reads as follows:

  • Bono
  • Dane Cook
  • Avril Levigne
  • Sting
  • Gwen Stefani
  • Fergie
  • Sean "Puffy" Combs
  • Puff Daddy
  • P. Diddy
  • Diddy
  • Kobe Bryant
  • Dave Navarro
  • Madonna
  • That guy who married Demi Moore
  • Tommy Lee

Looks like good ol' Puffy gets a punch for each one of his stupid nickname changes....